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2014-04-10 05:02 am

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Hello! Here's some disclaimers regarding this journal:
★ I mostly post about life, fangirling, and art here. Spoilers are kept under cuts with white font (you have to highlight to read them).
★ The posts are not going to be exclusively in English. It's the language I'm most comfortable with, but there will be times when I will opt to my (m)other tongues.
★ I set entries regarding my personal life to non-public because they tend to contain rants about social justice so it can get pretty sensitive. You're always free to walk out if you are not comfortable with them.
★ If you know me offline, I'm perfectly okay with references to my personal life to a certain extent. For example, mentions of the country I lived in, although not what district/street. Please keep anything as vague as possible.

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radiuju: (vidya gaemz)
2016-02-22 03:49 pm

on villains and heroines

I love talking about narratives, and I kinda need to get this out of my system at the moment.

So recently I've been watching playthroughs of Shadow of the Colossus again. That game is still as stunning and poignant as ever, if not more. One thing I noticed, however, is how I view it rather differently now. It's going to be littered with spoilers here and there, as usual I changed the font color to white, so you've been warned.

Basically, the one that I viewed as the villain when I first knew the game... is no longer a villain after I got into it again. And now that I've watched the playthrough again, that view is being reaffirmed. What is a villain, anyway, when all these characters are basically just pursuing their own motives?

I felt that Shadow of the Colossus is a prime example in video game narrative of a world that can't simply be put into black and white. Or perhaps, because there is a lot of questions unanswered as well, especially regarding Dormin's motives. But what I'm trying to say here is how nobody is trying to destroy the world, nobody is tricking anyone -- Dormin was honest with Wander regarding the consequence, and Dormin did fulfill the agreement with Wander at the end. It's a simple transaction, give and take, and for players to paint Dormin as the "villain" is mainly because they did not expect what happened at the ending. Simply put, Wander wants Dormin to revive Mono, Dormin wants Wander as their new body. In the end they both got what they wanted. That's it. That's all. Even if it wasn't spelled word for word at the beginning of the game -- nobody is playing hero or villain here.

As for Lord Emon, well, let's leave him aside. He's actually a rather sad character in my opinion, only written to play as an expository character for Wander and Dormin, and to conclude the story. I wish he was written more like the narrator in Bastion, at least he felt more genuine and real.

The other case, is about how the heroine was basically useless through the whole game -- but I never felt bothered, or even called it the "another game made for the male gaze". In fact, Shadow of the Colossus still stands as one of my top 10 video games of all time. But why?

As we can see here, Mono served in the whole story as a motivation for Wander. Mono was already dead at the start of the game. Wander claimed that her life was sacrificed because she was cursed, and therefore he wanted to bring her back to life. That's why he went to Dormin. Everything in Shadow of the Colossus happened because of Mono. At first I thought, great, here's another damsel in distress again. But after finishing the game, I actually (kind of biasedly) see this trope in a new light.

I think one MAJOR savior for Mono was the fact that we know so little about her, and that Wander was killed off when she was brought back to life.

In most stories, we were fed with the relationship between the hero and the heroine before she got into trouble, and then he saved her and ta-da, live happily ever after. Developers do that for a good reason - so we feel the need to help or save the heroine, and after we do, we feel rewarded. Or at least we are supposed to feel that way. I often find this trope annoying, honestly, for example Kairi in Kingdom Hearts... At least Namine actually does something, and had her own character development. We'll leave that for another time, lol.

But for SotC, we had zero idea of who Mono actually is. She is very important to Wander, since he went to "the end of the world" and confront some unknown being to revive her. But we had no more details. She is blatantly placed as a passive female character, pretty and pristine and dead. I rolled my eyes and thought, oh what, is this going to be another power fantasy story? But no, because at the end even though Wander succeeded in resurrecting Mono -- he had to pay with his own. Additionally, because Wander goes from a normal boy into something less and less of a human as we killed more Colossi -- that added to the whole act on its own too. In a way, Shadow of the Colossus reversed the trope, it's calling for a price instead of a reward.


I have a lot of trouble pining this down when I first played SotC, honestly. I already had the impression that that was one of the most progressive games, but I could not figure out why. I'd love to discuss about this further, but I have no idea who else would be interested in discussing gender issues and had played SotC as well. :( Oh well, at least I got it out now.
radiuju: (fffffffffff)
2016-02-19 01:23 am

i love wasabi peas, maybe that's why i'm spicy and salty

  • I have my final exam for this term soon. YAY! I think I would do just fine, I just hope I wouldn't make careless mistakes. I have kind of given up on my tone-deafness already...
  • I tried watching the Disguiser for the past few weeks in order to fill the empty spot left by Nirvana in Fire. Nope, it's just not as good, even though it's supposedly done by the same team. I have a hard time getting to even episode 5 without sometimes cringing or skipping scenes. I haven't reflected on what made me feel iffy about the show, though.
  • I used to dislike wasabi peas but somehow the taste has grown on me. I love it now. Especially on studying nights, they keep you awake (THAT STING, MAN) and they are... good with alcohol too... However, a combination of the two isn't the best studying companion.
  • Thoughts of learning languages: I got into an argument with a classmate about this. I got so angry at him because he treated me as if I'm stupid, but I know I'm fucking right (even the teacher agreed with me). What he's missing here is how you can't treat two languages as equivalents -- in terms of meaning and intention. The reason behind this is because when you are learning a new language, I believe you should also learn about the cultural background (at least a little) to understand the intention (or essence, if you prefer a fancier term) behind the sentence. That is why "translators" are often called interpreters, because that is what they do -- they don't take each word from one language and translate them word for word into another language, but they convey the intention and deliver it in the way it would be delivered in the other language. This is why most translations are not exactly the literal meaning of the original sentence, because interpreters prioritize the intention/meaning rather than the exact word-per-word equivalent.
  • (I'm rather bad with words, so this might be confusing... I hope you guys get what I meant.)

    SO!!!! This dude in my class argued about something, let me write down the dialogue for you guys:

    A:我昨天還沒念書,明天就要考試了。("I have not studied yesterday, and tomorrow we're already gonna have a test!")

    B:____________________________

    So yes, we are supposed to fill the dialogue for B. (it's multiple choice) Option A was definite wrong, so I'm not going to put that up, but the dude in my class chose option B (“還有好幾個鐘頭呢。” / "There are yet still several good hours.") meanwhile I chose option C ("那我們現在一起去圖書館念書吧。“ / "Then let's study in the library together.")

    The thing is that these two sentences are good answers in English, but in Chinese, option B sounds like an incomplete sentence grammatically. If you said that to someone, the other person will get confused because they will ask you, so what? Good hours of what? Meanwhile option C gave a suggestion of what to do, which would be the best response. It's kind of difficult to explain this in English... I think honestly Chinese is easier to interpret in my mother tongue, LOL. B would be, "Masih ada beberapa jam, tuh.", C would be, "Kalau begitu, kita sekarang belajar bersama di perpustakaan saja."

    Also, another reason being: the test is tomorrow. Not on the day of conversation. So there won't be several (the Chinese character meant several as in numbers under 10) good hours but quite a lot of hours, or the more appropriate answer would be, "There's still today." Therefore, option C is the best.

    Anyway the dude in class told me that I have no sense of logic whatsoever because "obviously when we are talking about the hours here, it's about studying" and cut me off because I finished my explanation. I refuse to argue with an idiot, so I shut my trap after that. But I'm honestly still offended (plus, I really don't like him, I think he thinks too highly of himself that people like that really disgust me).

    I notice that this is the most fatal mistake that most language learners have, though. They treat languages as mathematics, sometimes it does in a sense that there are formulas and logic behind the formation of words. But what they are missing is that languages also contain the cultural background and origins. The main function of a language is a communication tool, so if it doesn't deliver the correct meaning/intention, then it doesn't work.

    I'm trying to figure out a way to explain things more properly nowadays, I think it's my main problem most of the time. People always think that my explanation is too detailed/roundabout and therefore difficult to understand sometimes! To think that I used to be a national debater back in high school... I think those trophies meant nothing, looking at how incompetent I am now...

radiuju: (books / music / movie talk)
2016-02-14 12:44 pm

CWT42

 Hello, how is everyone doing?

I went to Taichung and Nantou for Chinese New Year, but the post for that will come another day!
For now I want to write about my experience at Comic World Taiwan (CWT) yesterday.

CWT is said to be Taiwan's version of Japan's Comiket. It is probably "only" 1/3 of Comiket's size, but it's still gigantic compared to the other doujin events in Asia. I mean, the event occupies four floors... The other doujin events I've been to in Singapore and Indonesia don't even fully occupy one floor sometimes.

Some noteworthy things:
  • The queue was crazy. I went with a friend, we arrived at 8.30 am in the morning but only managed to get in around 12 pm. Granted that the event only opened their gates from 10 am for the VIP access and 11 am for the regular access, it's still quite mad how people queue until they make a circle around the complex (not the building, THE COMPLEX). I heard that Comiket is crazier tho, so... Yeah.
  • Apparently we have to buy tickets for both days? Usually in Singapore and Indonesia, you can opt to just buy entrance ticket for Day 1 or Day 2 besides for the whole event. It's not so bad because it's 200 NTD (IDR100k), but I still kind of feel wasted because I don't plan to go on Day 2 (which is today).
  • There were food trucks!! To me, it's a very US thing, hahaha. I had food truck meal for the first time back when I was in US for exchange. It's not something we have in Indonesia (IDK about Jakarta but they are rare in Bali and my hometown) or Singapore.
  • The fandoms in CWT seem to vary a lot. There were even a Fullmetal Panic cosplayer. Among the doujin booths, I see a wide variety from Harry Potter, to Marvel/DC, to Nirvana in Fire (sadly most of them are light novels that I can't read yet), to even the more popular fandoms like Haikyuu! It's quite amazing because in Singapore/Indonesia you'll mostly see mainstream/trendy fandoms only.
  • There were also a lot of original doujins/artbooks, and they seem to be selling pretty well judging from the amount of visitors in those booths too. There's a good balance between original IP and fanwork, and I think that's really impressive.
  • The most impressive thing about CWT is the culture among the visitors, I believe. I don't see fangirls/fanboys squealing or screeching or basically losing their shit over their fandom, people leave shortly after they got their stuff so that they don't get in the way of other people, there were no one who would read samples until finished and not buy anything... Hahaha. Most of the visitors are very well dressed too. :x I'm not saying that you have to be extremely fashionable, but some visitors in Singapore and Indonesia conventions don't seem to even care about personal hygiene... Ugh.
  • In relation to the previous point, my Taiwanese friend explained to me that perhaps it has something to do with how Japanese pop culture is perceived in Taiwan. Even the older generations usually appreciate it, and "otakus" don't get harsh judgment for being who they are. In Taiwan, anime/manga and video games are seen as healthy hobbies, parents would rather their kids stay at home rather than wander around outside and get into troubles (the gangster culture in Taiwan is no joking matter). So most of the Japanese pop culture enthusiasts don't fit into the usual "nerd"/"geek" stereotypes because they were never treated as outcasts/weirdos.
  • Also, no bargaining! In Singapore and Indonesia I see this often, especially done by aunties and schoolkids. But in CWT, when people buy stuff, they just take the item and give the money without any questions. The crowd control is rather good in a sense that they ban kids from the convention without the parents, and booths are obliged to label their R15/R18 doujins with huge-ass stickers. 
Something from the seller perspective:
  • Apparently in CWT, because of the huge size, most people already plan their "route" before going, so for sellers they will promote like crazy on plurk (apparently it's huge in Taiwan) or any social media. People hardly will look at random booths, so it's hard to sell if you don't really have any fanbase over there. It's quite interesting because in Singapore/Indonesia there were artists who don't really do social media marketing and can still sell, due to the small size of the convention.

And now, for some pictures!

There were rows of anime decal motorbikes and cars...


My loot :D


Only one floor and we already have this crowd... We can see the other floors from here too, and it's roughly the same.
radiuju: (playtime / discussion)
2016-01-25 10:51 pm
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not too, but so

  • Yet again we are reminded of why sexism and racism must be terminated at all costs: TS Eliot prize row: is winner too young, beautiful - and Chinese?
  • My uni friend visited the town for a game show, sadly it's a corporate-and-press-only event so I can't possibly go. But I got to hang out and talk about the game industry with him, so it's not too bad. I miss talking about video games with people who actually understand it inside out.. Nothing wrong with hobbyist/gamers but I need this sort of talk every once in a while. A serious need.
  • I have been using OKCupid to find friends outside of school (seriously, this actually kinda worked because I got to talk to people who share similar interests) and after I put a new detail in my bio ("I'm pro-LGBTQ and am a feminist.") the number of messages I got drastically decreased. Oh well, that worked well as a filter.
radiuju: (books / music / movie talk)
2016-01-24 01:05 pm
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又多少冤魂織就

Okay, it's been weeks since I finished all 54 episodes of Nirvana in Fire/瑯琊榜 and I haven't gotten over my feels for it yet. It's real cold in Taipei today (3 degrees Celcius!!) so I'm just bundling up at home and figured out I'll pour my feelings about the show now. If you plan to watch the show, please don't read, this will be extremely spoilery.

那緩帶輕裘 )

I hope that I can get to the level of being able to read the novel, because I read somewhere that the novel is more expansive, and hopefully then it can answer a lot of questions I have about the characters. But first, I must improve my Chinese skills beyond elementary...

I read in a Taiwanese news that they might make a sequel for the TV series if there's enough demand, but I'm actually more keen for a prequel than a sequel. However, at this point, I guess I'd take anything. This show was just too good, I can't even bring myself to watch other shows that my lecturer recommended to me yet!
radiuju: (travel)
2016-01-12 11:26 am

First Month in Taipei -- Milestone Achieved!

 Belated but happy new year to everyone! I hope you guys had a wonderful winter break!

I already moved to Taipei on December 1st, but I thought I'd give myself a month to get used to things before doing the usual social media stuff. Hahaha. I'm kinda late by few days, but I thought I'd do it now while waiting for my laundry to dry.

Here are some things to summarize my first impressions of Taipei:
  • It's really hard to survive by relying solely on English. Despite language being a global language, Taiwan is really like a world on its own. Most of the youngsters don't understand English much either, because their English education only aims on making them pass tests rather than for practical use. Most cab drivers don't understand addresses/names of their landmarks in English. Even in the capital city, Taipei, it's even more common to know locals who can speak Japanese rather than English. So if you ever plan to visit Taiwan, better download translator/dictionary apps. It's better than nothing. On the other hand, though, it's the perfect environment to learn Chinese.
  • People are really nice and helpful even if you know zero Chinese. I have not travelled to other parts of Taiwan yet, but in Taipei, this is true. During my first week here I can barely other food without pointing fingers/bahasa tarzan whatsoever, but people are always patient, some locals would even step forward and help when they noticed that I don't understand the language. However, they are also more likely to make small talk and try to converse with you if they know that you are a foreigner. No harm intended by them, but it might get on the nerves for some people.
  • It's super relaxing. I have lived in Singapore for 4 years before I came here... The difference in stress level is blissful. There is a balance between the usage of public and private transports, so even during rush hours, the MRTs are packed but people will queue up nicely and nobody pushes around like in Singapore. It's also very rare to see people rushing on the escalators and stairs.
  • People sure eat a lot here. It's not that they are gluttonous, but it's just very amusing sometimes to see petite Taiwanese ladies gobble up a portion that I'd probably able to split with two or three other people. It's not even that rare to see, in fact I think 80% of the time they do eat that much... Can't blame them though, good food is relatively cheap and easily found everywhere. The only problem for me is the lack of hot sauce (I like my food spicy). But if you fancy western cuisine or fast food, it's relatively expensive here.
I'm also halfway through my first semester here. Learning Chinese (surprisingly) is not that difficult, because the grammatical structure is pretty similar to Bahasa Indonesia. I didn't have a very hard time trying to learn the characters either, maybe because I treat it more like drawing. My main problem is differentiating and pronouncing tones!

P.S I got hooked up on this Mainland Chinese drama called Nirvana in Fire, and I'm on episode 51. After I complete them (the final is 54) I'd like to blog some impressions on it because!! MY!!! FEEEEEELS!!!!! I'm on a hunt for my next wuxia though, it's a very good motivation for learning Chinese.
radiuju: (vidya gaemz)
2015-11-15 02:49 pm
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pursuing my true self

 I finished the story mode and unlocked all the songs in P4DAN after clocking around 10 hours in game? It really is pretty short. I only have one King Crazy for ONE song in Easy mode, though. So no, I haven't gotten good at this game, so I will clock in more hours before I buy the extra songs on PS Store. 8')

My overall view of the game is really good. I think ATLUS really knows how to please their fans, judging from the amount of fanservice they provided in this game (it's the really good kind of service). P4DAN has the whole package -- solid plot (for a rhythm game, it definitely exceeds expectations), great visuals and animations, and of course, great sounds. It's amazing.

I am already fond of the scoring in Persona 4, so it didn't surprise me that I liked all the remixes too! But honestly, even my friend who doesn't play many games said that the songs are great. :D

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About the tragedy in Paris recently -- it caused quite a lot of arguments recently, and I felt that people were missing the point. I will talk about my personal opinion on it here, so I'm keeping it under the cut.

paris, beirut, baghdad -- what's the difference? )

I'm sorry if I sounded rather preachy, but I will not apologize for my sentiment. I felt that the whole "Pray for" movement has become more of a social media trend than genuine care, and that worries me. If people felt that it's "enough" for them to "show that they care" rather than actually doing something... that can get dangerous. Of course, we can't combat terrorism personally, for a lot of us are ordinary people. But I think it's important for us to take what's happening in the world and think through the layers, instead of just gnawing at the crust.

The weekend is going to be over soon, so take care and I hope you all will have a great week ahead!

radiuju: (happy birthday)
2015-11-12 01:30 am

I turned 2x

Yes, I still insist on keeping my real age a secret. (laughs bitterly) (Actually it's quite easy to guess from the cut text title...)
I'll finally come to terms with my age, but until then please let me be in denial. (A lot of people I knew online guessed older than I actually am, though, interesting!)

ALSO! The very first game I worked on professionally (Star Wars: Battle Pod) is celebrating one year this month. :)

My birthday was actually on November 9. But at the same day I also ordered birthday gifts for myself and I thought it's better to just keep things under one post, so I waited until I finally received them before I wrote this birthday post... It's image heavy, so I'm keeping them under the cut. ^.^

It feels like a perfect night for breakfast at midnight )

Here are some reflections and resolutions regarding this year:
- To apprecate and respect myself more. Self-loathing is still one of my biggest hurdles, and I teared up a little when a friend wished for me to be kinder to myself.
- To learn how to communicate better... Hahaha. What is social skill do they sell them in Indomaret*-- I'll work on it!
*note: Indomaret is a famous minimart chain in my home country, it's literally in every nook and cranny
- Hopefully I'd be able to make peace with the awful things in the past and eventually recover from my disorders. I'll leave it at that.

Anyway! That's about it about my birthday. I hope you all had a great Monday like I did! :>
radiuju: (resource post)
2015-11-10 04:40 pm
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comics creation masterpost

 I have always been interested in comics but here at where I live, majority of people just divide comics into two: either you go for Japanese style or do any of the Superhero titles. I liked drawing comics when I was a kid, but that kind of division put me off quite a lot. It's understandable in a sense, because this is a third-world country where comics are relatively "new" compared to other countries such as Japan, Korea, China, etc. It's not that I hate the dominant platform of Japanese manga and Marvel-DC titles, but I felt that I could not place myself at any of these two worlds. I am not very good at putting this into words? I love reading them, but I can't picture myself creating them.

After I entered university, I discovered a lot of independent and web-published comics, and that helped me in growing my interest in making my own stuff. I realized that there is so much more than just the widely marketed titles, or the giant names. So I went to do more readings, offline and online... but it never occurred to me to keep track of what I actually have read until I bumped into the same thing twice. ^^;

So-- this 'masterpost' is created for my own use. Even though the medium of comics is highly related to general drawing and writing knowledge, I am trying to keep the items listed here as specific as possible. I'll also edit this post as I go.


BOOKS

Will Eisner's:
  • Comics and Sequential Art 
  • Graphic Storytelling and Visual Narrative
  • Expressive Anatomy for Comics and Narrative
Scott McCloud's:
  • Understanding Comics
  • Reinventing Comics
  • Making Comics

ARTICLES:

COMIC DRAWING AND PANELING

COMIC WRITINGMARKETING, PITCHING AND PUBLISHING
Should you have any other recommendations, or anything you'd like to add to the list, feel free to leave a comment! :)
radiuju: (playtime / discussion)
2015-11-08 02:48 am

the upcoming year in taipei

Here is a brief plan of what I hope to achieve as I moved there:
  • Go cold turkey on social media. No, seriously. I want to take this one year to focus on things. I need somewhere to pour my thoughts though, so I'll most likely come back here every now and then. Besides, I figured that typing my thoughts down here is a lot healthier than venting things on Twitter. Maybe it's something to do with the formatting?
  • Learn Mandarin Chinese until I'm comfortable enough to hold a conversation, to be able to read manhua raws and watch wuxia series with not much hurdle. (This is actually a very high goal... if I say so myself... my level of comprehension now is buying food, asking for directions and complimenting pretty girls... yes....)
  • Research on Chinese history, especially on materials that can contribute to the comic I plan to make... (It's a story of a warrior woman and a songstress set around the Southern and Northern Dynasty or earlier, I would not really call it GL but it has the subtext, but I felt that the message behind it might revolve around feminism more than the romance)
  • Draw everyday... No matter how small/fast! Gotta hammer down the discipline!
  • Related to the point above, relearn drawing! Gotta firm up those shaky foundations!
  • Build a decent portfolio! At least something I'm happier with, with a better direction!
  • Get a job! Find a way to live out there independently!
I'm sorry for all! the! exclamation marks!! I am hoping that everytime I read this as I check and re-check on my goals, I would feel the spirit again... Since I'm actually a pretty spiritless person in real life. ^^;

I'll spend the rest of my time before I flew off to plan out on stuff I want to put in my portfolio, so I won't get lost/make excuses when I got to the real deal. :> I am quite excited for the whole year ahead!
radiuju: (????)
2015-11-01 03:57 pm

and then he became a star

I had not spend enough time here so most of you probably don't know how much I love The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry. It practically became my comfort reading pick (although I always cry at the end of it). I was so excited to hear that they were making a movie out of it, so during my stay in Indonesia, I dragged my parents to watch the film with me on the first day it was released! Although I only got the mood to talk about it now because I was so upset. It's a really pretty movie with amazing score, to be honest. However... I can say that I'm extremely disappointed with how it turned out to be, especially regarding the plot.

you become responsible forever for what you’ve tamed )

I tried so hard to find things I love from this movie, and I did really love the visual style and the amazing score (I bought the soundtrack regardless). I wanted to like it, to be honest, but I found it really hard when the qualities I adore from the source material was buried. Have you watched the movie? What do you think about it? I'd like to hear other opinions on this since most blogs and reviews just praised this movie without discussing the source material.
radiuju: (art posts)
2015-10-31 03:49 pm
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inktober 2015

I didn't stay until the end but here's a compilation of my Inktober entries for this year! I actually did less than in 2014, but the quality in general is a lot better. Props to everyone who actually made it through 31 days with consistent quality!

My theme for this year is the Witches from a fighting game concept I've been brewing (ehm) since two years ago. I'm still going nowhere with it, so I took this Inktober as a chance to brainstorm/develop concepts for this game. I hope you enjoy them. :)

never put your faith in a prince )
radiuju: (travel)
2015-07-01 03:25 pm

a trip around europe (pt 1)

I went to travel around Europe with my family for 2 weeks! It's not really the ideal trip for me because I'd love to spend more time in each country and visit museums and historical places, but since it's a family trip I don't really have much say in decision making... We basically visited 9 countries in 12 days? (The other 2 days spent on transit). It was really tight.

the differences are lost )
radiuju: (playtime / discussion)
2014-04-13 02:01 pm

Summer Come Sooner

Some updates about life:
  • I'll be finishing school in a week. Next Wednesday is my final presentation for a solo animation project, Thursday is my final submission date for all my other classes, I have no class on Friday -- after that it's only internship for 6 months. I was kinda bummed that my internship will start right after this semester ended (that means I will only have 3-day break after the long journey). But on the other hand I am kind of excited for the learning experience! (I'm going to be an environment artist, from the entrance test I think it's heavily texture-based so it's going to help a lot for my painting skills?)
  • I used to think that I just want to work for a game/in a game studio but after school, I kind of changed my perception on this? I am leaning more towards illustration and storytelling rather than the production process itself. I am planning to study in another school after I graduated from my current university, but some people I know are making fun of how my process is "going backwards" (because the next school I'm going to only offers diploma for Illustration).
  • My best friends (G and C) are graduating this month! I am very happy that G has scored a well-paying job in Tecmo-Koei. C is still going to complete his missing credits so I'll probably still seem him around in school (even though I am taking internship, I still need to go for the portfolio class). I am very happy that both of my friends have completed their academic journey! Ironically the company G is going to work for is a rival company to the one I am interning for. LOL.
  • I have been seeing a doctor for my issues and I think I am going to look for another one because he is just trying to provide me medicines instead of trying to get to the root of the problem. He even advised me that I should avoid my problems instead of facing them so that I won't have to deal with it. I don't know, maybe it works for other people... but to me, I think I should not do that because if I don't confront the problems, how would I grow stronger?

Some people I know on Twitter are already enjoying their Spring break. How about everyone else here?

Hopefully the Summer would be better!

radiuju: (books / music / movie talk)
2014-04-10 04:24 am
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Album Cover Meme

1 - Go to "Wikipedia." Hit “Random Article”
or click http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random
The first random wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.

2 - Go to "Random quotations"
or click http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3
The last four or five words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your first album.

3 - Go to flickr and click on “explore the last seven days”
or click http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days
Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

4 - Use Photoshop or similar to put it all together.

the winners when you lose )
radiuju: (books / music / movie talk)
2014-04-04 12:24 pm
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at the pier she waits

We watched La Jetée (The Pier) yesterday in English class. It's my first still-movie and I really liked it, so I'm posting here for future reference.
It's a science-fiction movie but I liked how they didn't try to create fancy things/props for the story. It does not look ostentatious, considering the limit of film-making in 1962. They are trying to optimize their creativity in cinematography and storytelling instead of wasting a lot of budget in visual effects, which I found refreshing compared to modern movies. Don't get me wrong, I love certain modern movies too, but I don't really like it when filmmakers spam visual effects and compensate on the story/plot...

The only technological advancement showed in this movie is the ability to time-travel! So no, it's not about aliens and robots.
I'm going to fangirl inside the cut to avoid spoiling anyone from the movie!

...time builds itself painlessly around them. )
If you have not watched it but you're fond of classic movies, you should! It's quite different from typical French films, by the way, the pacing is much faster (I think because they only have half an hour to tell the story).